Pet Day @ School with DERIC

I HATE WAITING!!!

Don't know what to say...
Don't know what to ask...
Don't know what to do...
Don't know anything about this!!!

WAITING is the only thing I know!!!
And It's also the only thing I HATE!!!

I wanna say something that I really want, but I think that you already know...
I wanna ask something that I really want, but I think that you already know...
I wanna do something that I really want, but I cannot do it by myself!!!

I wanna scream out loud, but I think that you will cover your ears...
I wanna cry out loud, but I think I'm already run out of tears!!!

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Dia...dia...dia!!!

Dia...dia...dia...cinta yang ku tunggu...tunggu...tunggu...!!!

Me & My Darla

I LOVE YOU, PANDA!!!

Ketika...

Melayang anganku melayang..menyusuri khayal..
Gundah gulana hati bergejolak meraih mimpi.
Ketika aku jatuh cinta padamu yang tlah tercipta..
Ketika aku jatuh cinta..tak ingin berakhir..berharap slalu merasakan. Bawalah aku kesana!! Wujudkan aku untuknya!! Dekatkan aku dengannya!! Janganlah hanya khayalan!!

Ketika kekhawatiran mulai merajai setiap detik...

Kenyamanan memang mahal harganya...bahkan tidak bisa dibeli dengan uang. Namun betapa menyakitkan ketika seseorang yang sangat berarti dalam hidup kita mulai tidak merasa nyaman terhadap kita bahkan berani mengatakan 'benci'...hmmm...entah hanya karena emosi belaka atau memang sudah tak tahan menahan perasaannya hahahahahahaha...

Dimana ketika seseorang dengan galaknya meneriakkan konsistensi namun ia tidak menyadari atau tidak mau menyadari bahwa dirinya pun terkadang melupakan konsistensi tersebut...dari situlah bisa menjadi awal mula segala permasalahan & kehancuran.

Well...that's life!!! Hahaha...

Panda ^o^

Aku sayang pandaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

I love you, badut!!!

First time I saw you...I felt something different in my heart. There was something warm...it was so comfortable...and I loved those feelings.
Actually I do not know exactly how to describe the feeling, but I know exactly that I feel those feelings till this moment...even more and more.
I think that I'm in love with you, badut!!!

TATTOO

No matter what you say about love..I keep coming back for more.
Keep my hand in the fire..sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for..no matter what you say about life..I learn everytime I bleed.
The truth is a stranger..soul is in danger.
I gotta let my spirit be free to admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind.
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind!!
I can't waste time to give it a moment.
I realize, nothing's broken.
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done.
Live every second like it was my last one.
Don't look back got a new direction..I loved you once,needed protection.
You're still a part of everything I do..
You're on my heart just like a tattoo..just like a tattoo..I'll always have you..I'll always have you..I'll always have you!!
I'm sick of playing all of these games.
It's not about taking sides when I looked in the mirror..didn't deliver..It hurt enough to think that I could stop..admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind. Sorry but I gotta be strong and leave you behind!!
If I live every moment..won't change any moment..still a part of me and you.
I will never regret you..still the memory of you..marks everything I do.

Give up!!!

Sapu tangan putih telah aku angkat tinggi...dahulu pernah terjadi kini terulang kembali...mencoba hindari & memaksa pergi...perasaan ini terus mengikuti.......aku menyerah dengan rasa yang ku rasakan!!! Aku menyerah dengan dirinya!!! Hahaha...

Angel

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always some reason...to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction...beautiful release!!!
Memories seep from my vein
Let me be empty and weightless...and maybe I'll find some peace tonight!!

In the arms of the angel...fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage...of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn...there's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
Keep on building the lies...that you make up for all that you lack
It make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of the angel...fly away from here...
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage...of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here!!!

Mr. Freedom

Percuma punya harapan & impian kalo ga berusaha untuk diwujudkan...percuma punya cita2 kalo ga berusaha diraih...percuma punya pilihan kalo pilihan itu cuma untuk dipilih aja tanpa dijalanin!!!
Ingat itu baik2 wahai Mr. Freedom!!!

Semuanya Sama Aja!!!

Umur emang ga bisa dijadiin patokan dalam segala hal (-_-') ga tua...ga muda...semuanya sama aja bwad gw!!! Yg tua senengnya ngatur2...yg seumuran sama2 maunya ngatur2 & keras kepala...yg muda justru ga bisa diatur sama sekali & maunya cuma dingertiin aja tanpa mau ngertiin orang lain!!!
Aaaaaaaaargh...emang dasar cowok aneh semua lo!!!
Silahkan pergi & jangan pernah kembali lagi!!!
Lo semua memuakkan!!!

Pergi...

Ga ada yg abadi di dunia ini..segala yg kita miliki akan hilang seiring dgn berjalannya waktu..bisa cepat & bisa jg lambat..sadar & ga sadar..ga peduli apapun itu alasannya..
Sedih rasanya merasakan kehilangan..tp pada kenyataannya, pasti ada perpisahan / kehilangan dlm setiap pertemuan..
Dan kini mereka pun pergi satu per satu dgn meninggalkan kenangan..

Hm...married...!!! (PART 2)

Gw ga pernah bermaksud untuk nyakitin orang lain...bukan pula gw bermaksud untuk menolak segala yang Allah kasih bwad gw...cuma aja belum ada sedikit pun niat di hati gw bwad married haha...again..again...and again ^^

Hanya penderitaan hidup yang dapat mengajarkan manusia akan arti keindahan dan nilai kehidupan.

Andrie Wongso

"I'M AVAILABLE, DARLING!!!"

Gw heran sm cowok2..knp mereka masih berani menatap cewek lain dgn tatapan 'penuh arti' sementara ceweknya lagi cerita sambil duduk dideketnya -,-

Sore2 gw pulang kerja dgn jalan sendirian seperti biasa ngelewatin rute B (lewat Gg. Senggol & rel kereta belakang Detos). Pas gw udah deket kostan, ada 1 motor yg jalan agak pelan & agak berjalan sedikit mepet ke gw..gw sadar kalo pengemudinya cowok & matanya tertuju ke gw dari tadi dengan tatapan mupeng, ngarep, & TP pastinya -,-
Sebenernya tu cowok manis T.T (tetep ^^) tapi gw ga suka dgn sikapnya dia itu cuz cowok itu lagi boncengin ceweknya. & nyebelinnya lagi..tu cowok malah sibuk TP sm gw sementara ceweknya lagi cerita disamping kupingnya sambil peluk dia erat2 T.T huuuft..gimana kalo ga ada ceweknya ya?!

Setelah cowok itu lewat, selang beberapa motor ada 1 motor yang berisi bapak, ibu, & baby..& apa yang terjadi?! Tu bapak ngedipin mata ke gw!! Please deeeh..istrinya lagi gendong si baby dibelakangnyaaa!! RrrrRrrrRrrr..sadis banget menurut gw!! Istri & anak lhooo!!

Aaarrrggghhh...gilaaa!!! Mereka udah sinting!!! Sarap se-sarap2nya!!!
Guys..qt dikasih mata memang untuk melihat..tapi pake OTAK & HATI kalian!!! Itu udah termasuk penyalahgunaan taaaw!!!

Lain lagi waktu gw mau nyebrang jalan -,- waktu gw ada ditengah2 trotoar pembatas jalan 2 arah (agak lama nyebrang cuz gw takut ^^) ada 1 mobil yang tiba2 melambat diantara mobil ngebut lainnya..bukan untuk kasih jalan, tapi untuk kedipin mata ke gw sebagai tanda "I'M AVAILABLE, DARLING!!!"

Die Every Morning

When the sun shines so bright in the morning..
My blood will hardly pump..
And my heart will hardly beat!!!

Duuuwh...hati...hati...

Emang susah ya kalo udah berhubungan dengan yang namanya hati...karena nyangkutnya perasaan, booooooooooooo!!!